In Love / In Madness

by Squeaker

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released March 21, 2015

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Track Name: If We End
If We End - Squeaker

If we end tonight
Would it be okay?
Are we the best that we can be?
Would it matter anyway?

I feel numb
There must be more to it all than this
Doubt is an empty place
It’s such an empty space

If it’s all a lie
Should the faithful pray?
Is it enough to just believe
When all I wanna do is run away?

I feel numb
There must be more to it all than this
Doubt is an empty place
It’s such an empty space
Track Name: Let You Go
Let You Go – Squeaker

There once was a time what you thought meant a lot to me
There once was a pain inside ‘cause you didn’t believe
I once had a stupid dream of the love you would bring
Now I know if I listened to you I’d never do anything

Take a look at me now, the way it all turned out kinda set me free
Looking back on it all, the writings on the wall, this is meant to be
I’m sick of you getting your fill while the rest of us bleed
Don’t ask any favours of me, you’re only here for what you need

Now you know the reasons why I let you go
There’s something deeper than I’d ever find in you
There’s nothing left to do but let you go

They say that time can ease the pain
And the scars reminding us are all that now remains
I feel it slowly fade away, you slowly fade away
Track Name: Circles
CIRCLES - Squeaker

Who is wrong and who is right?
Circles, talk in circles
Stars are fading in the night
Burning, once were burning
Easy to blame yourself
Before it’s done by someone else

Can the blindest lead the blind?
Dying, feels like dying
Sorting all the shit inside
Wonder where we’re going
Easy to blame yourself
Before it’s done by someone else
Can’t step off the carrousel
When it spins the way we know too well

Chorus
Tell me the rising tide won’t take us over
Tell me we’ll stay afloat ‘cause
It’s not over ‘til it’s over
Track Name: First Time
FIRST TIME - Squeaker

I think I’ve been here before
Behind invisible walls
In a familiar maze
Where’s the connection?

I don’t think I want to be
Wasting time, wasting time
That I’ll never get back
Think it’s time for you to see
What’s on my mind, on my mind, on my mind

I went & did it again, I went and let you in
Thought that I might have learned from the first time
You know you set me alight, but it don’t make it right
That you’re playing with my mind
Should’ve learned the first time
Should’ve learned the first time

Pick myself up off the floor
Don’t need this anymore
I’ve got one thing on my side
Time’s the avenger

The best things in life are free
Free of you, freedom for me
It’s the one thing that I know
So why can’t I let you go?
Track Name: Rise Above
Rise Above - Squeaker

Something’s happened to me
It’s kinda hard to believe
I’m afraid to lose myself in over positivity

Nothing to gain by running away
The fighter inside is begging to stay
Don’t know the cure, don’t know what I need
Lost in my head, tell me where would you be?

The feeling I despise
I see it in those eyes
I keep staring in the mirror
‘Til there’s someone I recognise

Living in the machine
They’ll forget that you bleed
And behind the jester’s smile I guess I….
Don’t worry ‘bout it now
I’ll make it through somehow
Just don’t want to lose my grip

The feeling I despise
I see it in those eyes
I keep staring in the mirror
‘Til there’s someone I recognise
There’s no place left to hide
When you’re running from what’s inside
I keep staring in the mirror
‘Til there’s someone I recognise

Where did I go, the one I used to know?
Track Name: Me & The Night
ME AND THE NIGHT - Squeaker

Just me and the night
Somewhere in space everything's alright
And you're loose in my head
Time after time
I feel like I'm back at the starting line
How I wish you were here

Do you believe that love
Can make the very best of you and me?

Just me and the night
It won't be long 'til the mocking daylight
Rears it's ugly head
And I'll regret not using my bed
Time is a tide
I need an ear in which to confide
Just lend me a hand

When all is said and done
You're the only one
Fast lane or dead end
It's you and me my friend
Track Name: Mother
MOTHER - Squeaker

As I wander this fragile life I
I wonder why, I wonder why we
We need so much to be satisfied we
Take what we can and then we die
Is it hard to conceive that there could
Be a world without all the war and greed?
‘Cause there will come a day
It will be taken away, away

Why are we flying so high?
It tears a hole in the sky
I see a tear in her eye
A cry for what she used to be

Get the car and get the clothes and
And Instagram it so all will know and
Live in the age of plastic bones and
Make sure you keep up with Jonesy Jones
Is it hard to believe that all that really matters
Is that we love and breath?
Can you hear what I say?
It will be taken away away

She’s hurting inside
Yet we bleed her dry
While asking the questions
Ignoring the answers
Asking the questions
Ignoring the answers
Track Name: Some Kind Of Beautiful
Some Kind Of Beautiful - Squeaker

Ive been around and back again
I’ve been a saint and guilty as sin
You’re like a pill, I’m addicted and pleased to be

I barely know the place I’m in
Don’t know where I end or where we begin
For the first time in my life I don’t care

Some kind of beautiful
This some kind of beautiful
This is of our kind

I’ve been down and up again
I think too much my heads in a spin
My heart’s not for breakin’
When it’s love that we’re makin’

Who really knows the place we’re in
Where it all ends and where we begin
But who’s even askin’, who’s even askin’?

Some kind of beautiful
This some kind of beautiful
It’s our kind

And I don’t want to be without you baby
There’s no better place, there’s no better time than now
I don’t want to stop this thing we’re making
This love, one love
Track Name: Blinding Like The Sun
BLINDING LIKE THE SUN

When I was younger
Things were simple then
Time just rolled on by
And bad things came to evil men
They kept saying everything would be alright
It’s gonna be alright

Some days are harder
No-one knows the reasons why
Life can be such a bitch, but one thing I know
Is it gives the brave a chance to shine

And you’re blinding like the sun
You’re blinding like the sun
You’re blinding like the sun
You’re blinding like the sun

Love is a mystery
It takes us where we’ve never been
On our own before
This road I’m travelling is better for knowing you
And you’ve got to know I’m here for you

I keep saying everything will be alright
But it sure as hell isn’t right now
I pray to Jesus, I’d pray to anyone who’s listening
Track Name: Storm Inside
Storm Inside – Squeaker

There’s a storm inside
And I don’t know if I can sleep tonight
‘Cause I already feel like I’m inside a dream
There’s a weight on my mind
And I can’t tell if I’m wrong or if I’m right
If my very own words are misguiding me

There’s a storm inside
There’s a war in my mind

All is well outside
There’s a storm inside of me
Just fighting to survive, I need some shelter

There’s a thorn in my side
And I don’t think it’s always been this way
Am I the only one who’s feeling alone?
Do I have to be the strong one for you and strong for me?
Sometimes it’s hard to bear when it feels like no-one cares at all

There’s a storm inside
There’s a war in my mind (x2)

All is well outside
There’s a storm inside of me
Just fighting to survive, I need some shelter (x2)

All is well outside
There’s a storm inside of me
Just fighting to survive, will someone help me?
All is well outside
There’s a storm inside of me
Just fighting to survive, I need some shelter
Track Name: Embers
EMBERS – Squeaker

The heart keeps pumping the blood
The stop/starting of love
The beat dead from above
But we keep on pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing

The blood flows out of heart, it flows into the dark
No fire or spark
But we keep on pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing

The heart has a feeling but we don't know why
We fall over ourselves believing that we come back to light
When you've lost yourself
Just an empty shell, you're alone
When you're someone else
Just an empty shell, you’re alone
At the mercy bell, just an empty shell

It's hard to tell you, I know the feeling well
To have it all around you and feel like you're in hell
Don't pretend that you're not lonely
Have you forgotten the blue behind the grey
Found it hard to stand up and fight another day?
Well you need to know you're not the only

The heart keeps pumping the blood
The stop/starting of love
The beat dead from above
But we keep on pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing

The heart has a feeling but we don't know why
We fall over again believing there's no reason to try
When you watch yourself
Life in parallel - you're alone
At the mercy bell, just an empty shell

It's hard to tell you, I know the feeling well
To have it all around you and feel like you're in hell
Don't pretend that you're not lonely
Have you forgotten the blue behind the grey
Found it hard to stand up and fight another day?
Well you need to know

Don’t let go, don’t let go
Fan the embers glowing in your soul

Don’t let go